so last night I went to bed with the Godiva Valentines Day catalogue….mmmmdreams of truffles and melted chocolate consumed me.

such a grey day outside I don’t want to go to work! I want to stay at home and play with the cats, read and even cook something, maybe a chocolate cake?

I keep making lists of things I need to do, but I never seem to get them all done, somedays I feel I am just playing catch up on the previous day.

I went out for coffee with my sister again Tuesday, and we had wine and steamed mussels, and brie and we talked. it is odd how we miss certain aspects of home so bad, and they are mainly friends. plane fare to London right now is $160 round trip on United, I want to go so bad. but, I cannot imagine going without my sister, we would visit our friends, go clubbing, eat Nandos, look at boots, drink many cups of tea and coffee, sit and watch the people, and just be happy – like all the other times we have gone. but, in the last couple of years things have changed, our friend we stay with normally has gotten married, and now lives outside of London. hmmm that is the only thing that has changed!
I now want to also go so I can see my friend Brandon, and sit and talk with him.

I am stressed about getting my house ready to sell, I can’t do anything until the gutters are sorted out really, so I should just be calm and wait and see, but no, that is not me.

lists for the next two days:

• chiropractor
• laundry
• list more clothes to sell
• clean room
• return body wash I am allergic too
• go to LA fitness and get 2 week free trial
• sell more jewelry
• write to Mommy
• go to work

ok bathe time